The Circle of Life

This week someone in my life made an exit from this world, while someone else close to me brought a new little soul into it. I find the contradiction extraordinary. My sweet cousin lost her husband this week in a car accident. They have two adorable little girls who are going to miss their daddy dearly, and I know my cousin will forever love and miss her husband. At the same time one of my best friends welcomed her new little boy to the world and experienced a joy and love that, as of yet, I really know nothing about.

Both of these things have made me ponder what is really most important in life. First, the gospel. How could anyone get through the tremendous trials of life or truly experience the joys of living without it? It gives us purpose, hope, and peace. It allows families to be together forever and that is an amazing comfort whether that family is being challenged through death or created through birth. Our Savior experienced all things for us. Our griefs, sicknesses, and pains, but also our joys and our triumphs so that through him we can accomplish all things. We can go to Him for comfort and healing during tragedy, or for guidance and strength to help us make the decisions that will lead us back to him someday. I am thankful for Him.

Of course family has also been on the forefront of my mind. I wish I could be home in Idaho with my dear family as they struggle with this trial. I knew sadness and loss might visit our family while I lived away, but I secretly hoped it never would. It is hard trying to comfort those you love and allow them to comfort you when you are crying 1,800 miles away. Luckily I have an amazing husband who knows just what to say and do for me, as well as the best parents, siblings, cousins, aunts, uncles, and grandparents anyone could ask for. And I am grateful that they get to strengthen each other this week and for the weeks to come, because no one could do it better than they could. As for me I am sending love and prayers and tears and comfort from Ohio, because that is all I can do. I hope they reach you.